JUST IN THE BRAIN.
The dusk has arrived, and he dropped me at home, He gave me a peck and went back alone. His ring on my hand and mine on his hand, The promise we gave together is unplanned. He looked good and wealthy, with a huge home and name, But what if his deeds and ethos are only a game? With fear and anxiety, suffocation and pain, I told myself it’s all just in my brain. It is so hard to seethe and heavy to breathe, I went to my bed, getting ready to weep. The alarm has rung and so is my phone, To drive to my job and enter their zone. Reach, work, leave is only what they say. But, salary, bonus, hike are all what I pray. Craving to follow my passion is a dare, But, buying my own house is everything I care. With fear and anxiety, suffocation and pain, I told myself it’s all just in my brain. It is so hard to seethe and heavy to breathe, I returned back home, getting ready to weep. I am in a wrong place and I know it, Impossible to shout out so I chose to quit. Surviving a wife and a mother